Ask a question, I'll always be honest.

Why oh why must you lie, I see right through them, I see right through you, you’re but a piece of glass. You’re actions are predicted, I setup, tests yet you fail them so quickly, you fall prey to what I wish for you too, why be so simple but act so sophisticated, you’re just a phase, one that will pass, and when you’re in the past I’ll smile because I will know that I was the one who played a game, and came out victor. But I wouldn’t say it makes you a loser, just not the one I really needed.

You are humored by my plea’s for another chance. Another kiss and another dance, but you fail to see how much you mean to me. You can say goodbye, it simply makes me wanna die. I know I wasn’t the best but you accepted me for what I was, was it I? Me, couldn’t accept you. Well in the end you are better off without me, and I guess in a way you are doing me a favor. Now nothings holding me back, that one fluent motion that will end my life and end my suffering. I guess this was written to say thank you.

Watch me crash and burn, ruin what’s left of this fragile pathetic life o’mine. Ready? For the big finish that is…. Do watch me and get ready to be able to watch me fail. I am finally going to admit it, admit how pathetic everythings been.

Laura if you weren’t around I think I would be done with this island. You always make me happy even when I am in a terrible mood. If I ever needed anything I could always count on you. You’re my best friend, and my favorite person. If you ever needed anything I’d always be there for you, because you always we’re there for me. I love you more then you can imagine.

I’ve been torn for so long that every time it feels like its healing, I get ripped a little more. This viscous cycle with never end. Until I get what I truly want.